Recently I have been acting young and cute. I guess I’m afraid of old. I cant stand my curl hair as it is so dry and a lot of baby hairs growing up….so decided to go back Article to reborn it. I feel so refreshing while looking at myself at mirror now. Younger Look” commented from colleagues and friends. Wishing myself able to get a new job too. Yes, looking for a new job after 9 years…I guess Im really very tired of this place and it time to move on. To move on…I hesitate myself for nights…am I asking trouble as im in comfort zone …asking myself am I able to adapt new environment, new colleagues and new challenge…asking myself will I balance my lifestyle between work and family….I insomnia for nights…after going 3 interviews, each time Im back to my workstation I felt Im surrounded with cheerful and caring colleagues and even cleaning auntie asking me I have taken my lunch…my tears drop that night….but when I think about my job anger ….I tell myself just got to move on not to think so much as brighter career path are waiting for me…..most importantly I wanted a higher income too….haiz…..when will this going to happen?…Is a trouble ; is a joke ; is a dream or is a hope…I cant feel or predict it…terrible emo-ing me.
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| My new look....happy me |
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| Me and my hair thru out the years.... |
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